It's A Cycled Life

I hate it when my friends or people in general who are in a relationship bitch about their exes or people they use to talk to. Mostly because most of them keep telling themselves that they’re “so done with trying to be friends with them” but they get upset over every little thing they do or say even if it’s not about that person, pisses me off. 

Just stop talking to them, simple. 

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I’m so frustrated. For a while I didn’t think that my medicine had any positive affect on me, but ever since I ran out it’s just been wearing down on me so hard that I just want to cry sometimes.

I can’t tell whether what I’m feeling is justified or irrational and not being able to depict what I’m feeling is the worst and most exasperating part of it. And it’s so much more annoying trying to explain this to someone because it just doesn’t make sense unless you yourself know from experience. It makes me feel awful about myself and I’m self conscious that the people I care about will judge me because of it. 

I don’t know. These “episodes” are starting to last longer and longer and it’s seriously really awful.

However, I’m glad my girlfriend puts up with me. Though I do hope she won’t love me 

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